Crystalhart's Xanga

a totally different world =[

Tue, 30 May 2006 12:18:33 GMT

wow okayz first of all fanx all u guys for leaving a comment on my site mwa!!!!!

and yer this week it's been like a hell hole really i've got the formal comein up n i really want to go n hopein someone is able to take me cross my fingers lol and yer going to the yr 10 & 12 formal is part of my wishes i'd always wanted to go and wonder what it would be like lol anywayz about the hell hole well you guys are probally wondering what im talking about well i'll tell you ever since things started to change in my family my father went crazy ( as in getting angry for no reason )!!!! omg aye anyways since i lost my grandma he started to go crazy as in ^^^^^^^^ follow the arows and thers ur answer agian.. anywayz what can i say LyF SuXS sometimes! wen u least expected it to

anywayz it's late n im wiped im gunna go to bed =] sleeply

mandii

bout 2dae

Fri, 26 May 2006 06:02:23 GMT

todae was sooo boring it was like nufin ever happend. nywayz 2morrow is like another dai !

atm im really bored ^_^

well even though i turned 16 i dun feel 16 cuz nufin ever seems rite after the hoildays i guess anywayz i dun noe wat to say * speechless*

bout 2dae + a poem to sumone speacial =]

Wed, 24 May 2006 06:58:19 GMT

toade was okay i guess..... but it was like a bad day 2 many fights n problems and sad things that can happen on a bad day like 2dae for example it was just another bad day...=[

I miss you to someone i love....=]

I miss the way to talk to me

And the way you say hello

I miss the day we went out

Said everything was going to be ok

I miss those times when we

Laughed and talked

I miss every minute of each day

That was spent together

I miss it so much that

When I go to the places dat, we went

I would trace back and fourth

Remembering everything

I miss the way we used to talk

Bout things and life

Now when I vist the places

We used to go

I’d think back that your still there

Then I just realise that

It is only a memory that can never

Be forgotten

I miss you each and everyday

Even though you are right there

I miss you so much that it starts

To hurt and make me cry

It hurts when you walk by without

Saying hi nor bye

In addition, it hurts so much when you walk the other direction

Like im no longer apart of your life

Now all I can do is feel hurt and miss but im still

Kinda confused

I miss our friendship that was blooming like a flower

I miss every conversation we use to have 2gether

I miss those hugs on those cold days

I now im missing a lot coz I just miss you

I do not noe if you feel the same

But if you do just please say my name

If your not ready den I’ll sit n wait

For as long as it takes

Through the four seasons

No matter what I’m always gonna miss you

Cause babii you are still apart of my life!

I miss you as if hell I miss you like forever

As long as it takes im not sure who you

Are guuna chose but still yet I wish, I could re live those times

That was spent together.

So when you’re ready just come n talk to me

However, for a start hello would be very pleasing

Than just saying nothing at all.

Cause babii when your ready just plz come back to me

In addition, lets re live those times once again

Cause no matter what I just miss you so much

by mandy.F

Okay...about todae + ages ago =P

Mon, 22 May 2006 07:46:46 GMT

Today was okay i guess ... and 2morrow is like another day lol

it's so hard to find things and add them and then it doesn't really turn out lol hate that !lol this year went quick and yea i guess time flys when u least expect it to . these photos were taken on pyrmont

well i guess i'd edit more 2morrow nitez =]

Fourth site ...

Sun, 21 May 2006 01:57:09 GMT

Hi everyone

hows it going anywayz welcome to my fourth site and fanx for leave a comment in the guest book anywayz yer lol

anwyaz i dun have much to say lol =] and yea these are my display pics lol that i made from avatarstar ...lol ..enjoy